today i'm sixteen years old. wowww tua yaa~big thanks for everyone who love me.who remember my special day. who care to me. owkaaay. tadi malam, jam 12, ada 3 sosok dateng kerumah. hahaha bawa kue, bawa mawar pula. hahah big thanks to jehan, adit, akam :) i love the cake and the roses ♥ 

Label: lovelovelove

dearest you........ so here i become a broken hearted girl (again)
still on you. still can't move on.
how long it takes?
i don't know, may be forever.
would you like to keep my struggle?
if i can't handle it anymore.
i just, too late.
you've been with her when we met
so, just take care of her.
even i would like to say, hey i'm still waiting for you now. or maybe forever!!
but.....go on.
all i can say, i'm okay
maybe i pretend that i'm okay. but at last, you can sure that i'm okay without you

Label: broken heart

Hey you, i swear by the sake of god,you are............ Handsome.but.......i hate your eyes.i hate your smile.i hate your laugh.i hate the way you look at me.cause everything in you make me crazier than ever. You got me hypnotized when you saw me.good.perfect.don't you realize how much i love you? No? Okay. Its very okay.no matter what you feel on me.it just like magic.not a real thing when you saw me. Is it real?or i should change my question.may it real?hope it will be a real thing.

next destination: green canyon, pangandaran beach.


sekilas tentang greencanyon, ada yang tau? 


  Nama Green Canyon dipopulerkan oleh seorang Perancis pada thn 1993. Nama aslinya Cukang Taneuh. Green Canyon memiliki keunikan tersendiri. Dari perjalanannya sendiri dgn ketinting dari dermaga selama 30 menit kita akan senang melewati sungai dgn air berwarna hijau tosca (kalau lagi nggak hujan). Dalam perjalanan kita melihat kehidupan di bantaran sungai. Sesekali terlihat biawak, ular (jangan kawatir hanya ular kadut) dan penduduk yg sedang mancing atau menjala ikan. 

Mendekati Cukang Taneuh, kita disuguhi pemandangan sungai dgn sedikit jeram dgn alur sempit dimana perahu sudah tidak bisa meneruskan perjalanan krn cadiknya yg lebar. Kapasitas parkirnya juga terbatas. Jadi kita ditunggu dlm waktu yg tidak terlalu lama, atau perahu keluar dan kembali lagi dlm waktu yg kita tentukan. 

Label: holiday ♥

saman. pasti ga asing. oke emang ga asing. tapi banyak banget anak SMA atau pun SMP yang ikut saman cuma buat menampilkan diri. sedangkan gue? yaampun saman bisa dibilang kaya oksigen buat gue. ga ada hari tanpa latian saman :) saman itu kaya melambangkan kehidupan. karena butuh kekompakan dalam tim, butuh pengertian, kerja sama,sabar, tekun. dan yang paling penting, rajin latian. saman sama aja kaya pelajaran. gampang ngerti, tapi kalau udah ga dilatih pasti lupa. lagu saman juga isinya rata-rata doa. itu artinya hubungan seorang hamba dengan Tuhannya. siapapun bisa dan boleh nari saman. asal, ya sungguh sungguh sama rajin latian.

Label: School

jujur, kadang sahabat sendiri suka ga dianggap. dibutuhin, kalau lagi pas perlu aja. dibutuhin kalau lagi sendiri, ditinggal pacar, diomelin orang tua. sebenernya, sahabat emang bukan tempat buat pelarian. tapi ada kalanya mereka justru lebih terbuka dibanding keluarga sendiri. jujur, gue gabisa terbuka banget sama keluarga. ga kaya sama temen, terbuka banget.cerita semuaaa yang gue mau.masalah pacar, gebetan, musuh,sahabat sendiri, pelajaran dan semuanya.kadang, ketika ada seseorang datang di dalam kehidupan gue, seseorang baru tentunya, temen yang lama kadang suka tersisih. apalagi kalau yang dateng itu pacar. huah, waktu buat temen pasti dibabat buat dia. tapi, sahabat justru tetep ada. tetep dengerin keluhan, cerita, dan semua tentang apa yang gue alamin.

big thanks for my bestfriend ever

Rany Aulianty.
my aunt?oh not anymore~walaupun kadang lo bikin gue kesel, gue juga suka bikin lo kesel, tapi i love our friendship. waktu yang dulu kita jalanin bareng-bareng sampe sekarang, itu yang berharga banget. thankyou mom :)

Diati Levi Putri.
leeevvvv,makasih yaaa udah dengerin cerita gue dari dulu. dari semenjak putus sama agy sampe sekarang. makasih buat nasehatnya, omelannya, jayusannya. someday i'll miss it.makasih buat ingetin gue terus :) i love yaaaaa!!

Rizka Andyva.
cacung, walaupun kita kenal belum lama, tapi lo selalu dengerin apa yang gue keluhin. kalau gue nangis, lo nangis. uuuuu berasa punya temen satu jiwa :P hahahaha kita satu tim, satu kelas,pokoknya kita satu. aaaa apa jadinya gue kalo ngga kenal lo cung :3

Muthia Novany.
muteee kita ngegalau bareng, sedih bareng, nyanyi dikelas bareng,madol pelajaran bareng,ke kantin bareng, ke wc pun bareng (?)hahaha lo sama rizka complete my life~

Amelia Pratiwi.
haloo setaaan~ setan dan iblis selalu bersama~ uouo walaupun lo adalah kendala gue dalam menyimak, tapi...lo sukses bikin gue ketawa pas lagi gue sedih. dengerin cerita gue disaat gue gundah gulana~ eaaa. keep our friendship!!!

Label: School

Kak, hari ini aku belajar banyak dari kalian. Belajar cara menghargai orang.belajar memahami perbedaan diantara kita. Belajar mendengar keluhan yang memang seharusnya didengar. Hari ini disini, tersirat kalian mengajari aku hidup. Berbisik tentang kasih sayang.mencintai sesama.
Kak, hari ini aku belajar bernafas dengan menghargai.
Belajar berjalan dengan kasih sayang.
Belajar meraba dengan hati.
Dulu, aku dendam.sakit hati.muak.
Tapi,sedetik kemudian,ketika kalian menitikan air mata,meluapkan emosi, melenyapkan kekesalan,
Disitu,aku tahu,tatapan kalian gamungkin bohong.ucapan sayang kalian gamungkin dusta.
Seketika,semua aura negatif tentang kalian hilang.entah siapa yang mencurinya. Dulu,kita semua punya salah, semua punya kekesalan masing-masing,
Dendam yang dulu dipendam seketika hilang begitu saja dengan senyuman, permohonan maaf yang begitu ringan di bibir kalian.



Dedicated for member of traditional dance grade 12. Esp, bang Gerry, kak menik,ka citra,kak chica
Thanks for teach me everything.
To be mature.

Label: School

I couldn't explain why i love you.cause love doesn't need some reason.the only reason for my love is you.


Kata orang kamu itu jail,
Kata aku,kamu itu ekspresif

Kata orang,kamu itu bengal
Kata aku,kamu cuma cari perhatian

Kata orang,kamu ceria
Kata aku,kamu penuh semangat

Kata orang,kamu narsis
Kata aku,itu lah kamu yg sebenarnya.org yg aku sayang :)

Kata orang,kamu suka tebar pesona sama cewe
Kata aku,kamu supel

Kata orang,kamu garing
Kata aku,kamu mencoba menghibur

Label: lovelovelove

Helooooow~~~ pandu dewantara,thanks for teach me everything.makasiiih banget udah ngajarin aku cara menghargai diri sendiri
Menilai orang apa adanya.
Mencoba buat sabar.
Buat setia.
Buat tumbuh jadi orang yang dewasa yang mengerti.bukan memaksa.
Bersabar,bukan menggerutu.
Makasih banget yaaa buat semuanyaaa :)
Semoga kita bisa perbaiki masa lalu kita yaa sayang.
Jangan yang duludulu keulang lagi
Semua punya masa lalu, tapi kamu ngajarin aku buat nilai orang dari siapa dia sekarang,bukan siapa dia di masa lalunya.

I love youuuu :) muchawww :*

Label: lovelovelove

1. i love you
2. ayo kita perbaiki masa lalu kita :)
3. let's grow up together
4. even you're soooo far away,i hope at last we could be apart
5. inget yaaa, cinta datang buat siapa saja yang punya tekat untuk dapat kepercayaan itu lagi
6. i love you just the way you are
7. gue masih nunggu bukti loh yaaaap
8. i don't want to live without youuuuu
9. you're so different aaaaaaa \m/ my first  ♥
10. i hope you could be my last
11. i love you as i love nuclear
12. i  ♥ you

12, for 12 march 2010  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Label: lovelovelove

hellooooo ive moved on :) there's no more amran,ulalalala. i love pandu dewantara for sure :)

Label: lovelovelove

sungguh menyakitkan mencintai seseorang yang tidak mencintai kita
tapi lebih menyakitkan adalah kita mencintai seseorang dan kita tak punya keberanian untuk menyatakan cinta itu kepadanya
seandainya kita inginmencintai atau memiliki hati seseorang
ibaratkan seperti memegang sekuntum mawar merah
kadang kala kita mencium harum mawar tersebut
tapi ada kalanya kita disayat duri mawar tersebut
hal yang menyedihkan dalam hidup adalah kita bertemu dengan seseorang yang sangat kita sayang dan berarti bagi kita hanya untuk menemukan pada akhirnya tak berarti dan harus membiarkannya pergi
kadang kala kita tidak menghargai orang yang mencintai kita sehingga kita kehilangannya. dan saat itu

unknown-cerita cinta

detak jantung terus berlantun
langkah kaki tetap berterpadu
dalam lembaran warna penuh kehidupan
angan yang terpendam akan terwujud
cita-cita tinggi akan tergapai
dengan usaha serta keriangan dan kesungguhan
itulah arti dari mencintai diri sendiri

jika kita mencintai seseorang
kita akan senantiasa mendoakannya walaupun dia tak berada disisi kita
Tuhan memberikan kita dua buah kaki untuk berjalan
dua tangan untuk memegang, dua telinga untuk mendengar dan
dua mata untuk melihat
tetapi.....
mengapa Tuhan hanya menganugerahkan sekeping hati untuk kita?
karena Tuhan telah memberikan sekeping hati lagi untuk kita mencarinya
itulah cinta
jangan sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kita masih mau mencoba
jangan sesekali menyerah jika kita masih merasa sanggup
jangan sesekali kita mengatakan kita tidak mencintainya lagi
jika kita masih tidak dapat melupakan
cinta datang kepada orang yang masih mempunyai harapan
walaupun mereka telah dikecewakan


kepada mereka yang masih percaya
walaupun mereka telah dikhianati
kepada mereka yang masih ingin mencintai
walaupun mereka telah disakiti sebelumnya
dan kepada mereka yang mempunya keberanian dan keyakinan untuk membangun kembali kepercayaan
jangan sampai kita menyimpan kata-kata cinta kepada orang yang tersayang
hingga mereka meninggal dunia
dan akhirnya kita terpaksa mencatat kata-kata cinta itu pada pusara
sebaiknya ucapkanlah kata-kata cinta yang tersimpan di benak kita
sekarang,selagi ada hayatnya
mungkin Tuhan menginginkan kita bertemu dan bercinta dengan orang yang salah
sebelum bertemu dengan orang yang tepat
kita harus mengerti bagaimana berterimakasih atas karunia tersebut


cinta dapat mengubah pahit menjadi manis
debu beralih emas
keruh menjadi bening
sakit menjadi sembuh
penjara menjadi telaga
derita menjadi nikmat dan
kemarahan menjadi rahmat

Label: broken heart, lovelovelove

1. 10 April 2010 lo 16 tahun

2. thin

3. screamer

4. hyperactive.autism

5. short black hair

6. social student

7. smoker

8. seldom drunk

9. average tall

10. doesn't love me at all

Label: broken heart, lovelovelove

oke kali ini posting pake bahasa nasional ajalah~uououo. i just want you to know my reason why i stay.even it hurt.so.fuckin.much.

1. your laugh.your smile.
gatau kenapa ya, ngeliat lo senyum ataupun ketawa, kok kayanya ga ada beban sama sekali. just like "it's my life,i'm free.no one can ban me" and i love it much. lo senyum, i'm melting~

2. i love the way you move
yapyapyap aneh sih emang, tapi cara jalan lo yang kaya orang abis disunat malah bikin kangen. kocak banget kalo ngeliat lo jalan. tapi lo sukses bikin gue gabisa move on gara gara cara jalan orang-abis-sunat lo. lol

3. hyperactive?autism? thats you
semua anak sekolah kayanya kenal lo sebagai anak yang pecicilan deh, tapi ini part yang paling gabisa gue lupa dari lo. cara lo jailin orang, cara lo menunjukan bahwa "ini loh gue" walaupun keliatannya malah kaya anak autis, tapi sumpah autis lo yang sukses bikin gue nangis ngeraung raung tiap malem cuma pengen dijailin sama lo. miris? banget -_-

4. scream.growl.hardcore
tau gak sih lo, sadar ga sadar sih ya ini mah, pas lo sok-sok nge scream depan temen lo, gue merhatiin.dan gatau kebetulan atau ngga, yaaaaaa jujur paling suka sama cowo yang nge growl oh my gosh, seksi abis.melebihi ridho roma. dan gatau kenapa lo bisa ajaaaa tau kelemahan gue yang satu ini. ckck

5. when you sleep zzzzzzz
oh my god!!!! gabisa banget ngeliat lo tidur zzzz bawaannya pengen meluk terus (?) hahaha abisnya tidur di bangku, kaya gaada tempat buat senderan gitu, pundak gue tersedia kali buat lo~everytime 24/7 hahaha kaya mcd -_-

Label: lovelovelove

1. there are so many fish in the sea, but you're my nemo

2. lollipop,candies,bubble gum,juice,chocolate, aren't they sweet?yes, but for me your love is the sweetest thing in the whole world

3. may i love you all my life?hopefuly i might

4. i've seen so many colours in the world, but you have many different colors. and you perfectly colouring my day

5. you equal me. why? because i am what i think. and i think of you with every breath i take. i mean, always.

6. you make me feel like i'm the only woman in the world. even you know, i'm not as special as the other or maybe your mother,your sister.

7. thank god for giving me someone like you.who teach me how to live, how to cure, how to be loved.

8. they said "do not expecting too much!it will create a new dissapointing" am i wrong if i expecting you to be my last?

9. if nuclear explosion could messed nagasaki up, your love explosion could break my heart down

10. i live to learn,to practice, to survive and to love you

11. if i never knew you, i'll never find in you the missing part of me

12. do not ever choose me! i'm not your choice, i'm your destiny

13. to be your friend was all i ever wanted, but here i am with a half of my heart standing beside you. i won't go. cause a half of my heart is missing, and you're perfectly found it.

14. you don't know how much i love you. and i don't need you to know about it. i just do my best for loving you. but, i hope someday you'll realize it.

Label: lovelovelove

is there anything else that i can do except crying a whole night?worrying you?try to understand your position? ah thats so terrible. you know, when you with her, giving some jokes, don't you look at me? hey! i'm starring at you both *with full envious* and you have to know something about me!!! i always crying a whole night, wondering you'll here, stay with me. i promise to myself,i'll never disturb your life or maybe her. but......... i can't move too far from you.i just still can't do anything alone.without your smile, your jokes, your moves.i just love the way you smile at me,but i hate the way you tell her that you love her so much. don't you realize one thing?

Label: broken heart

straitjacket feeling-the all american rejects

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal 
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell but
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be,
That face is staring holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
Off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me,

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
grip falls away

Yesterday was hell
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me,

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

Label: sing a song

i don't care bout what they said,even you're too bad, or too fool or wevr they said, i don't care.i just know you that could make me smile when i'm feeling sad.telling me some jokes while i cry. well, you don't even know me at all. so, why don't you start to gimme a chance to let you know who i am. no chance? or, you just give it to her.not me?oh poor me~

Label: broken heart

guess what!! it's satnite, and i'm just thinking of you everytime without any action to make you here with me.i couldn't. because love doesn't exist between us.well, honestly i'm getting envy with her.cause you can talk much, you can share well, you can laugh out loud you can do everything with her.not with me. am i jealous? of course! how could you don't realize as long as i give you some sign that seems like "hey you!! i love youuu! i don't wanna lose you, yesterday now or tomorrow"

Label: broken heart

yesterday was hell but today i'm fine without you, run away this time without you (the all american reject-straightjacket feeling). and i'm gonna show you tonight, i'm alright, i'm just fine! (pink-so what)cause when everything made to be broken i just want you to know who i am (goo goo dolls-iris)but, i will never let you fall, i'll stand up with you forever, i'll be there for you through it all (red jumpsuit appartus-guardian angel) darling, trust me when i say, that i'll be okay (Ne yo-go on girl) even it's empty and cold without you here (avenged sevenfold-seize the day)

Label: sing a song

you know it's very hard for me, to get my self close to you
-ten 2 five, i will fly

bila cinta kita tak kan tercipta, ku hanya sekedar ingin tuk mengerti.adakah diriku?oh singgah dihatimu, dan bilakah kau tahu, kaulah yang ada di hatiku
-maliq & D'esential,untitled

cause you're amazing, just the way you are
-bruno mars, the way you are

when everything made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am
-goo goo dolls, iris

i'm so over being blue, crying over you
-Ne yo, so sick

dimanakah akan kucari pengganti dirimu, entah dimana, dimana lagi harus kucari?mengapakah diri ini harus tersiksa lagi, entah mengapa, mengapaa tersiksa lagi
-wilson, tersiksa lagi

Label: sing a song

yes im stuck on you boy, suffering when you're gone.don't you see the pain in my eyes? when decided to go.yes i do love you boy, and i'm sure that you know! would you come back to me? *of course no* being sun on my day, i can't run away from though of you, where does your love go?

Label: sing a song

congrats for you both!!!! love each other yaaa~*okay start crying inside*
how happy i am for you!!! *so hypocrite*
heeem i bless you of course!!! *im dying~truely dying when i wrote it*
keep your love til someday your love will unite!!! *i can't face it actually*
well theeeen, i wanna see you always care each other!no fight!no screamin!no mad!keep smiling *okay the tears are falling, i think it's enough to kill me. so maybe i should stop it*

Label: broken heart

if i should go, i'll go. but if you ask me to beloved by other,i won't! i'll never betray you at all.don't you realize how serious i am? but if i will, it doesn't mean that i deprive my love. i just keep it till you come back to me

Label: broken heart

i miss ya! congrats you make me regret for all of what we've done.
don't you realize i miss you?
i love you?
i need you?
no?
good.

so, maybe you can go with her anytime you want. and how bout me?
think what you both doing right now? oh wow! fair? SUCKS!

Label: broken heart

welcome november!!! welcome broken heart
welcome painful, welcome envious
so, here i am with my heart destroyed by you.
goodbye sweet moment
goodbye my smile
oh tears so close to me on november
too sucks to remember
too sweet to forget
oh october may you come back for a while?
just for escape from that day
the day when you hug me
the day when you gimme some jokes
the day which started my endless painfull

and... ain't no sunshine since you left me :'

Label: broken heart

in fact, i LOVE you
in fake, YOU love ME
in fuck, you LOVE SOMEONE ELSE

Label: broken heart

for any reason, i'm not choice

Label: broken heart

is everything okay dude? no absolutely no. actually i love being your secret admire. see your smile in a distance.and pretend i'm okay although,it is poles apart.but thanks for calming me down ehen i hit the ceiling lately. go on.take her as yours.and i'll happy. yes, happy!!! :"""") 


am i hypocrite........??




yes.absolutely yes! cause actually i'm going insane while you with her.don't you realize it?
i though, it was too late to realized what i've done to you.but my love never say "too late" everyday my love always increase for you. 

Label: broken heart

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